a little too soon?

D'you ever wonder how your feelings changes rapidly sometimes that you don't know it's for the better or for the worst because you're scared you might ended up being hurt all over again or hurt someone else in the process because you think it's the right thing to do at that moment when you're having the toughest time of your life dealing with your emotions because your emotions might lead you to the stage that people might think it's a rebound even though you're sure it's not but you can't help thinking about it after they said it to you and your guilt haunt you down more that you can't stop thinking about that feeling even though you are sure that it's not what they say it's about and you just end up confusing yourself ?

I do.