well....it's true... =P

These are the 3 biggest lies from a guy's mouth: -

1. I'm not that type of guy, honest!

2. I would never hurt you.

3. I'm sorry.

cheers!

the Kiss maybe....

This is not like me at all

for once I'm lost for words

Rescue me from the mire

whisper words of desire

only violins and their many

can show you how I feel

So what you got to do

I said believe in you

I can't believe my eyes

Your smile has really thrown me

with your arms open wide

want you here by my side

a symphony inside me

I cannot take them lightly

Do what you got to do

I said believe in you

I had never felt like this

whatever made you choose me

I try to express this love of mine

It's not easy to define

when it goes this deep

when it taste this sweet

Do what you got to do

I said believe in you

Can't change the way I miss being reassured

when you hold me close

look into my eyes

and kiss your lips to mine

Can you hear my silent heart

It's hard to explain like the scent of a rose

how I feel when you hold me

it's too precious and wonderful to give it a name

a thousand love songs and a thousand words

your kiss is worth a thousand words

If you really wanna tell me that you love me

want your feelings to be heard

a kiss is worth a thousand words.

love,

Shahila Johan

EYES

When I see your face and I feel so safe

Because you hold me in your warm embrace

The rainy days and the clouds that brings

Your amazing grace just calms me through it

Imagining sweet vision of your loveliness

The happiness and ohh... your tenderness

When it's love you give

Then in love you'll live

When there's love inside

Then there's a reason why

For all the love that we've shared

It makes me feel alive to know that you care

Could you be an angel from high up above?

To be sent down from heaven for me to love

Your sweet and smiling eyes just hold me darling

so beautiful and ohhh... so wonderful.

By looking in your eyes

I know I'm in paradise

With your gaze that glows

I can see beyond tomorrow

You're not wearing a disguise

And I know I'm hypnotized

The love that you see

Is where I'm longed to be

I just wanna see ME in your eyes.

I'm like a prisoner

Captured by your eyes

Your eyes says everything

It took me by surprise

So in your eyes

Is where I'd like to stay.

Shahila Johan

a little too soon?

D'you ever wonder how your feelings changes rapidly sometimes that you don't know it's for the better or for the worst because you're scared you might ended up being hurt all over again or hurt someone else in the process because you think it's the right thing to do at that moment when you're having the toughest time of your life dealing with your emotions because your emotions might lead you to the stage that people might think it's a rebound even though you're sure it's not but you can't help thinking about it after they said it to you and your guilt haunt you down more that you can't stop thinking about that feeling even though you are sure that it's not what they say it's about and you just end up confusing yourself ?

I do.

Heaven side

I look at your photograph all the time,
I can honestly say you've been on my mind.
I know you've gone but I can still feel you here.
I gotta keep it strong before the pain turn into fear.

How do you find the words to say
When your heart don't have the heart to say?

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

You deserve the chance at the kind of love,
But now we'll never know how life might take us.
I never dreamed you'd go your own sweet way,
Ain't it funny how time slips away?

How do you find the words to say
When your heart don't have the heart to say?

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

My dreams suddenly seem so empty,
Your life was taken away before I know it.
I never ever thought the there would come a time,
It's hard to understand that our story would end.

If I listen to my heart I'll hear your laughter inside,
And I know you'll be fine on the heaven side.

Now this is my goodbye,
here comes the first of every tears I'm gonna cry.
Though I'll never see you again,
And it'll take some time to heal the pain.
But even though everything is different now,
You'll be in my heart somehow.
So here comes goodbye.

Love,
Shahila Johan

It was you

You said I was sent down from heaven,
that God has sent you and angel.
You said everybody's looking for that one thing,
and that you had found it in me.

But night after night I hear myself say,
How can this feeling just go away.
so I say...

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

You said my voice cradles you at night,
That you can never let me out of you're sight.
You said I'm pretty when I'm not wearing make up,
and that you'll die if we ever break up.

But night after night I hear myself say,
How can this feeling just go away?
But once again all you're thinking about,
is taking the easy way out.
So i say,

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

True lovers don't take it slowly,
When you've found the one and only.
Taking from a known sad story,
It's painted with pain and glory...
So I say,

It was you that made my eyes to cry.
It was you that made my heart to die.
It was you that made me break in pieces.
It was you that made me go all so senseless.
Cause it's you that had made me fall.
So it's you, you, you alone,
That made me write this song...for you.

But once again all you're thinking about,
is taking the easy way out.

love,
Shahila Johan

If I die.

A penny for my thoughts, oh no I'll sell them for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny when your dead how people start listening.

If I die young, bury me in satin,
Lay me down on a bed of roses,
Sink me in the river at dawn,
send me away with the words of a love song.